and another thing about depression... it is a totally self-centered thing. all of you get sooo consumed with yourselves. you think you live in a universe in which you are the sole center. and something happens to you, you think the whole universe is out of whack. just accept that the universe does not revolve around you and that you are not the only person that bad things happen to.stop thinking of yourself as so bloody important. you just need to think about something other than yourself all the time. sound reasonable?

there is no reason to re-live the pain that so many before you lived. learn from their mistakes. and stop being consumed with yourself.